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Feb. 19th, 2007 05:26 pmThey had come to Taerlindel by the sea late in the day; the sun which had led them there was out over the sea then, and it is to the sea that Paul turns his attention now in the cool silver light of the full moon.
He hadn't even tried to sleep. His dreams have been restless, since Kevin died, and it is for the best after all - there is little enough time to do what must be done as is. Besides, such a thing as he is now going to attempt would be difficult, if not impossible, to manage in the presence of a dozen curious onlookers.
He hardly knows how he is going to manage it as it is.
He pauses to take off his boots and stockings and leaves them on the sand, and walks forward into the water, ankle-deep, and waits. Trying to stretch towards something - a moment, perhaps; he doesn't know, only that he is going to do something, and this is the place, and very soon -
- and now, he knows, is the hour.
Mornir, he thinks, some kind of hope for guidance, even as he shouts "Liranan!" Once, twice, and a third time, to coincide with the surging of power in his blood, but the next time the surge comes he waits - and is rewarded with the sight of a white wave, cresting unnaturally high above the tide.
"Catch me if you can!" comes the answer, the answer from the god, and, refusing to think about what he is doing, he dives into the ocean (shallow, only ankle-height a moment ago; he's not thinking about that, either) in pursuit.
It is neither dark or cold. Pale lights shimmer in the water and reflect in a flash off the side of a silver fish, darting in front of him. Paul follows; it doubles back to lose him, darting under the arch of a coral reef, and by the time Paul has followed it is gone.
He cries once more "Liranan!" and feels Mornir's thunder rock the deep.
Somehow, water doesn't flood in and fill his lungs. Somehow, he sees the god again, flashing silver, and follows - swimming between coral in rich rainbow colors, past lurking menaces in the lower depths, up breaking water again and now Paul is ankle-deep in the tide once more, no longer swimming but running after the god, and it would almost feel familiar to Paul the basketball player if it was not for the fact that they were running over water, straight out to sea.
Somewhere, faint and far off and achingly beautiful, a sound trickles over the waves. It frightens Paul - he can't say why - but he has no time to think about it, because Liranan is running ahead of him and he reaches out with the power in his mind and catches the god of the sea out on the waves.
"Caught you!" he says, from the beach where he has not moved at all, where he still stands ankle-deep. And yet he is breathing hard, and knows the running was not a lie, either. "Come - and let me speak with you, brother mine."
The god has taken his true form by now - colored like the moon, wearing robes of water with all the colors of the coral falling through them.
"You have named me as a brother," Liranan says; his voice sound like the waves. What it doesn't sound is happy. "How do you so presume? Name yourself!"
"You know my name," says Paul, though his voice no longer rings with the thunder of Mornir. "You know my name, Sealord, else you would not have come to my call."
"Not so," Liranan says, coldly. "I heard my father's voice. Now I do not. Who are you who can speak with the thunder of Mornir?"
Paul meets Liranan's moon-colored eyes with his own, blue-grey, and says, "I am Pwyll Twiceborn, Lord of the Summer Tree."
The waves crash around them both. "I have heard tell of this," Liranan says, finally. "Now I understand."
He is very tall. Paul is a small man, still, and speaking with his own voice, but it does not matter, because what is happening is greater than the god in front of him. "We sail for Cader Sedat in the morning."
The god makes a noise that in anyone else would be consternation; in him it is a wave striking a high rock. Then he is silent, for a long time, and when he speaks, there is sorrow in his voice. "It is a guarded place, brother."
"Can the guarding prevail over you?"
"I do not know," Liranan says, "but I am barred from acting on the Tapestry. All the gods are. Twiceborn -" He sounds genuinely regretful. "You must know that this is so."
Rules, thinks Paul, with sudden bitterness, and the mocking Raven's voice that he hears now is not, for once, that of the ravens of Mornir.
"Not," he says, abruptly, "if you are summoned."
The god had not expected that, and there is silence again. "you are in Brennin now," he says, eventually, "and near to the wood of your power. You will be far out at sea then, mortal brother. How will you compel me?"
"We have no choice but to sail," says Paul. "The Cauldron of Khath Meigol is at Cader Sedat."
"You cannot bind a god in his own element, Twiceborn."
Watch me, Paul thinks, with fierce stubbornness - the stubbornness that had sent him out on the basketball field time and time again, while ill, until he nearly collapsed; the stubbornness that had caused him to play Rachel's song through, over and over again, to reach the end; the stubbornness that had allowed him to last three nights on the Summer Tree. But this is probably not politic to say to a god; he says, instead, "I will have to try."
Liranan regards him, and then says something Paul cannot hear, and before he has a chance to ask the god raises an arm over Paul's head, spreads the fingers out, and vanishes.
Paul feels the spray hit him, and is once more back on the beach, too tired, almost, to think. He feels lightheaded, and for some reason ringing in his head is the song he heard out on the sea.
He collapses onto the sand, arms resting on his knees and his head lowered between them, and slowly feels his breathing return to normal as the song fades in the air.
He hadn't even tried to sleep. His dreams have been restless, since Kevin died, and it is for the best after all - there is little enough time to do what must be done as is. Besides, such a thing as he is now going to attempt would be difficult, if not impossible, to manage in the presence of a dozen curious onlookers.
He hardly knows how he is going to manage it as it is.
He pauses to take off his boots and stockings and leaves them on the sand, and walks forward into the water, ankle-deep, and waits. Trying to stretch towards something - a moment, perhaps; he doesn't know, only that he is going to do something, and this is the place, and very soon -
- and now, he knows, is the hour.
Mornir, he thinks, some kind of hope for guidance, even as he shouts "Liranan!" Once, twice, and a third time, to coincide with the surging of power in his blood, but the next time the surge comes he waits - and is rewarded with the sight of a white wave, cresting unnaturally high above the tide.
"Catch me if you can!" comes the answer, the answer from the god, and, refusing to think about what he is doing, he dives into the ocean (shallow, only ankle-height a moment ago; he's not thinking about that, either) in pursuit.
It is neither dark or cold. Pale lights shimmer in the water and reflect in a flash off the side of a silver fish, darting in front of him. Paul follows; it doubles back to lose him, darting under the arch of a coral reef, and by the time Paul has followed it is gone.
He cries once more "Liranan!" and feels Mornir's thunder rock the deep.
Somehow, water doesn't flood in and fill his lungs. Somehow, he sees the god again, flashing silver, and follows - swimming between coral in rich rainbow colors, past lurking menaces in the lower depths, up breaking water again and now Paul is ankle-deep in the tide once more, no longer swimming but running after the god, and it would almost feel familiar to Paul the basketball player if it was not for the fact that they were running over water, straight out to sea.
Somewhere, faint and far off and achingly beautiful, a sound trickles over the waves. It frightens Paul - he can't say why - but he has no time to think about it, because Liranan is running ahead of him and he reaches out with the power in his mind and catches the god of the sea out on the waves.
"Caught you!" he says, from the beach where he has not moved at all, where he still stands ankle-deep. And yet he is breathing hard, and knows the running was not a lie, either. "Come - and let me speak with you, brother mine."
The god has taken his true form by now - colored like the moon, wearing robes of water with all the colors of the coral falling through them.
"You have named me as a brother," Liranan says; his voice sound like the waves. What it doesn't sound is happy. "How do you so presume? Name yourself!"
"You know my name," says Paul, though his voice no longer rings with the thunder of Mornir. "You know my name, Sealord, else you would not have come to my call."
"Not so," Liranan says, coldly. "I heard my father's voice. Now I do not. Who are you who can speak with the thunder of Mornir?"
Paul meets Liranan's moon-colored eyes with his own, blue-grey, and says, "I am Pwyll Twiceborn, Lord of the Summer Tree."
The waves crash around them both. "I have heard tell of this," Liranan says, finally. "Now I understand."
He is very tall. Paul is a small man, still, and speaking with his own voice, but it does not matter, because what is happening is greater than the god in front of him. "We sail for Cader Sedat in the morning."
The god makes a noise that in anyone else would be consternation; in him it is a wave striking a high rock. Then he is silent, for a long time, and when he speaks, there is sorrow in his voice. "It is a guarded place, brother."
"Can the guarding prevail over you?"
"I do not know," Liranan says, "but I am barred from acting on the Tapestry. All the gods are. Twiceborn -" He sounds genuinely regretful. "You must know that this is so."
Rules, thinks Paul, with sudden bitterness, and the mocking Raven's voice that he hears now is not, for once, that of the ravens of Mornir.
"Not," he says, abruptly, "if you are summoned."
The god had not expected that, and there is silence again. "you are in Brennin now," he says, eventually, "and near to the wood of your power. You will be far out at sea then, mortal brother. How will you compel me?"
"We have no choice but to sail," says Paul. "The Cauldron of Khath Meigol is at Cader Sedat."
"You cannot bind a god in his own element, Twiceborn."
Watch me, Paul thinks, with fierce stubbornness - the stubbornness that had sent him out on the basketball field time and time again, while ill, until he nearly collapsed; the stubbornness that had caused him to play Rachel's song through, over and over again, to reach the end; the stubbornness that had allowed him to last three nights on the Summer Tree. But this is probably not politic to say to a god; he says, instead, "I will have to try."
Liranan regards him, and then says something Paul cannot hear, and before he has a chance to ask the god raises an arm over Paul's head, spreads the fingers out, and vanishes.
Paul feels the spray hit him, and is once more back on the beach, too tired, almost, to think. He feels lightheaded, and for some reason ringing in his head is the song he heard out on the sea.
He collapses onto the sand, arms resting on his knees and his head lowered between them, and slowly feels his breathing return to normal as the song fades in the air.
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Date: 2007-02-20 01:31 am (UTC)For the moment, she lets that pass for a greeting.
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Date: 2007-02-20 01:36 am (UTC)Always at his weakest points.
Acidly: "You must enjoy seeing me like this. You seem to cultivate the opportunities."
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Date: 2007-02-20 01:39 am (UTC)She settles her cloak over his shoulders and waits to see if he'll throw it off.
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Date: 2007-02-20 01:41 am (UTC)But he doesn't throw it off. And when he looks down at his hands, he sees that they are, in fact, trembling.
Chalk a point up for Jaelle.
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Date: 2007-02-20 01:47 am (UTC)"I saw the two of you in a light that did not come from the moon," she says. "Pwyll, whatever else you are, you are mortal, and that was not a shining wherein we can live."
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Date: 2007-02-20 01:52 am (UTC)It touches her face, but her eyes are shadowed.
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Date: 2007-02-20 01:55 am (UTC)"You told me long ago, when I took you from the Tree, that we were human before we were anything else."
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:02 am (UTC)And feels obliged to point out: "You said I was wrong."
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:03 am (UTC)"Then."
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:09 am (UTC)Or maybe that's just Paul's mind trying to catch up, again; it always feels a step behind, these days.
"I was going to apologize to you on the way here," he says, finally, and it is an apology, of sorts.
"You always seem to catch me at a hard time."
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-20 02:16 am (UTC)"I don't know," he admits.
And then, abruptly remembering: "Jaelle, if we don't come back from this voyage, you had better tell Aileron and Teyrnon about Darien. Jennifer won't want to, but I don't see that you'll have any choice. They'll have to be prepared for him."
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:20 am (UTC)She crosses her arms more tightly across her chest. Having given him her cloak, she is now clad only in her long sleeping gown, standing here in the wind blowing in off the sea.
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:26 am (UTC)Human before anything else.
Rising, he takes off the cloak and places it silently back over her shoulders, and, when she makes no move to either remove it or hold it there, carefully does the clasp at her throat.
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:32 am (UTC)An unexpected gesture, to be sure.
Jaelle waits, silent and curious, to see what Pwyll will do next.
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:34 am (UTC)Very beautiful she is, of course; he notes it almost absently, as he is remembering something else.
She is the Priestess of Dana, and she has access to information that he doesn't.
"Jaelle, when do the lios hear their song?"
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:37 am (UTC)But this is, perhaps, not a fair answer.
"Usually it is weariness that leads them away."
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Date: 2007-02-20 02:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-20 02:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-20 09:03 am (UTC)"Where? An island?"
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Date: 2007-03-09 02:05 am (UTC)"It is not in Fionavar. When one of the lios alfar sails far enough to the west, he crosses to another world. One shaped by the Weaver for them alone. For what purpose, I know not, nor, I suspect, do they."
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Date: 2007-03-09 03:09 am (UTC)There are pieces to be put together; he feels, still, as if he is missing a few.
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Date: 2007-03-09 03:17 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-03-09 03:23 am (UTC)After a moment, though, he meets her gaze.
"I heard a song just now, far out at sea where I chased the god."
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Date: 2007-03-09 03:39 am (UTC)"Dana has no sway at sea. I know not what this might mean.
She opens her eyes again.
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Date: 2007-03-09 03:42 am (UTC)He has a guess, that's all - and it's not the sort of guess he would inflict on anyone else. Not without proof.
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Date: 2007-03-09 03:48 am (UTC)"Can you get to Cader Sedat?"
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Date: 2007-03-09 03:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-03-09 04:06 am (UTC)Dana holds no sway at sea. And Jaelle has obligations on land that must not be neglected.
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Date: 2007-03-09 04:11 am (UTC)"You will have enough, and more, to deal with here," he adds, watching her face. She concrete obligations to fulfill - and she is not, perhaps, unlucky in that.
"Pity the ones like Jennifer and Sharra, who can only wait and love, and hope that counts for something beyond pain."
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Date: 2007-03-09 04:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-03-09 04:28 am (UTC)(He's been hearing music in his head a lot, since Kevin died. He does his best to ignore it.)
He murmurs them, now, as if to exorcise them, sending them out to the breeze:
"What is a woman that you forsake her
And the hearth-fire and the home-acre
To go with the old gray Widow-maker?"
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Date: 2007-03-09 04:32 am (UTC)"Weaver forfend," she says, and turns away.
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Date: 2007-03-09 04:40 am (UTC)Their walk is silent. He regrets it, but doesn't know what to say. On their right, the moon sinks down into the sea.